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Thursday, June 29, 2006
think i hurt somone ok..todae..play maple..i.i.to be the turth i really hate myself..truelly..i just am idoit...totally idiot..i.cannot find/give the ans to my question from my frend..but..i really wish that that frend understand that i am totally unable to give the answer straight away...totally unable...i..ii.I really hurt that frend feeling..totally..i wish the frend was not mad at me..actually i want to give the answer..but...i really cannot find the answer to that question..i really have no face to see him...but i have and must give him the answer to him...i am totally...a useless person...wad should i do?!?!i MUST TELL HIM!!!!!MUST!!!!No matter wad.. Saturday, June 10, 2006
ehh.. hiiiiiii..lol..just read some of my frend bloggie(fran and jy)...then felt that..Hmm..how should i put it??Hmm..ya..nvm...after reading jy one(which is the last one i read b4 bloggin this??)just wanted to tell her that..she shouldn't change just becoz people don't like u...ya..u should be urself..and not follow other people's suggestion and just change..it is pointless..although sometimes wad they said was correct..but wad u wanted to do,ur heart will tell u..follow ur heart and u will like urself more and more..actually,jy ar..u shouldn't think u r useless...coz u r not..like study...or doing projects..u r great at it..but i neo u trying to be someone that can make ur frend feel the best and urself feel not useless...but..look around u..u have alot of great things...so treasure it...u said u bought a black top..i like black is my fav colour..black roxs...ok..end le..haha.. ya..lol~ok..todae at msn,jy told me i am not hopeless...but i look around me..i had all the things i had...but there is something missing.and u neo wad it is??it is the brain to think..maybe i missed the brain..maybe i lost it some where..or maybe i put it somewhere and i forgot where i put it to??ya..maybe i lost my brain..and marcel..i am sry about todae..maybe i was too over react about it...wish that u nvr forgive me coz i done something terrible..done alot of reflection and i didn't get a conculion(not sure about speelling..sry,guys..counclueion??)u guys does reflection right??and had neo a concuion right??ya..sry..i wrote abit too long..or did i think too much??maybe i did... maybe i bottled up my feeling too much..nobody wants to talk to me..my head hurts now..i always trying to smile in fornt of everyone..maybe is to let them happy??or issit i have a ugly side of me that i didn't want to let very body see??or issit santa calus didn't give me a bottle that i can throw all my stress inside and throw it into the sea??drown in my own feelings..and nvr awake frm them... Friday, June 09, 2006
dae at school.. Aaahhh...i just love my bloggie...so cutE!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....hahaha...lol.. anyway..yesterdae was a lousy dae..teacher not very happy we also starving...how could teacher let us starve???LOL!!!we waited for a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time teacher then let us for lunch...had chicken rice for lunch....and u neo wad???wang yee wore a mini skirt yesterdae..and she brought a pair of JEANS!!and she don't want to wear...i think she trying to act sexy ba..LOL..she don't..look at the way she sit..like..guy lor..LOL..it is true..totally true..when she sit,her shirt like one up one down..issit trying to sedue someone??.....okok..nvm.. tok about lunch ba..LOL..god-sis,ah yi,my sis,pearle,jia hui...when we saw jia yi,xin yi,wei xin and wang yee,we all run..ahhaha..run until like siao sia..lol~then after lunch, we went to find my mei(wad jia yi call??)in KFC(coz my mei wanted to eat KFC)..then saw jia yi they all eating with jaclyn..like so quite lor..then like..jia yi they all face black black..when we come the atmoshpere(DUNNO HOW TO SPELL!!!) more nicer...so cold..like snow queen like that lor..LOLz..hahaha.. then like she listening to the head phones..so..dotz...copy my god-sis one..when we get to the traffic light,pearle they all pull jia yi they all frm wang yee,then wang yee walk alone..lol~oh ya..wang yee tried to wear her skirt without pulling down her mini skirt..then her mini kirt whole thing came up...IN FORNT OF THE WHOLE CLASS..lol..i think she siao lao lor..LOL!!! anyway...MY SHOW VERY NICE!!!MUST WATCH HOR!!!named called little bride..hehe..gtg... hungry le..hhaha..lol..byeZ.. Sunday, June 04, 2006
Taggie Game Jia Yi sabo me!!!JIA YI BAKA..ssoobb..GRR~name 20 ppl you think of now before reading the questions below...tag 5 ppl to do this..if he/she has done it,there isnt a need to do it.. JIA YI!!U DIE!! 1)Jia Yi(cousin) 2)Xin Yi(cousin) 3)Wei Xin(cousin) 4)Jolene(sis) 5)Francine(god-sis) 6)Jing Wen(aunt) 7)Yu Hong(cousin) 8)Yi Hui(dunno~) 9)Dihar(darling) 10)Armiah(darling de lao gong) 11)Sin Yi(god-sis de sis) 12)Yu Wen(frend) 13)Jia Yun(dad's frend's daughter) 14)Jia Wen(Jia Yun's sis) 15)Cheryl(dad's frend's daughter) 16)Si Qi(my pri frend/qiqi!!) 17)Felicia(my pri frend/flamY!) 18)Rachel(my pri frend) 19)Glenda(my pri frend) 20)Joyce(my cousin) When did you meet 14?(Jia Wen) ehh..through my dad?since me is born,cny go dad's frend(uncle) house..then meet lor.. What would you do if you never met 1?(Jia Yi) Ehh..if i meet her,i will call her baka??lol.. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?(Joyce&Dihar) No way..they nvr meet..haha.. Did you ever like 19?(Glenda) Never...KIDDING!!yes..i like her..as a frend of mine..loL~ Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?(Jing Wen&Felicia) Hmm..maybe noT??haha.. Describe 3.(Wei Xin) haha..me and jy put wei xin as 3..same..same..She a caring person.. Do you think 8 is attractive?(Yi Hui) Hmm..yi hui ma..err..yes..hmm.. Tell me something bout 7.(Yu Hong) Yu Hong ma..she cared about people alot alot..u shld have seen her..but only,she cared for the wrong person..wang yee..yu hong shld not pity her..wang yee has nothing for her to pity Do you know any of 12's family?(Yu Wen) Ya..sure..we went on the SAME tour..last yr..seen her parents.. What's 8's favourite?(Yi Hui) Pinch my facE??haha..she does at very morning.. What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?(Sin Yi) Err..u mean as a frend??lol~ What language does 15 speak?(Cheryl) err..English?Chinese..Hmm.. Who is 9 going out with?(Dihar) err...nope..i tink so.. How old is 16 now?(Si Qi) 12..my fav..^^ When was the last time you talked to 13?(Jia Yun) Ehh..jia yun ar..yesterdae..msn..is it counted?? Who's 2 favourite band/singer?(Xin Yi) Ehh..nvr ask her..u ask her lar!!>.< Would you date 4?(Jolene) Y would i?she my sis u neo.. Would you date 7?(Yu Hong) Ehh..nope..coz she also gal..i am nt les.. Is 15 single?(Cheryl) Ehh..not very sure..>.< What's 10's last name?(Amiral) ehh..nvr ask leh.. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?(SinYi) Nope..nt a les..*_* What school does 3 go to?(Wei Xin) Zhenghua..same school..secondary hor.. Where does 6 live?(Jing Wen) Eh...near-by god sis ba.. Whats your favourite thing about 5?(Francine) She is..ehh..cooL~cold..haha..lol~she is MY GOD SIS I LIKE HER ALOT Have you seen no.1 naked?(Jia Yi) hehehe..jia yi..shld i sae no or yes??hehe..NO LAR!!WHO WANT TO SEE U?!?!:P Now, 5 ppl to do this game 1)Pei Ying 2)Yen Teng? 3)Jia Wen 4)Jia Yun 5)Jolene IT TOOK ME FREAKIN 55MIN TO FINISH THIS!!NOW I NO LUNCCH LE..SOBZ..T.T ok lar..since this game is nice,i will not sae anything..byE..off to lunch.. Saturday, June 03, 2006
waa.. hello..long time nvr blog le..okok..not long agO~not very long lar actually..suppose to do cca work..in the end end up slacking..sianeD~go maple play play..then no buddy play with me..sianed lor..train by myself not fun one..loL~after maple..wanted to take a nap but..ended up looking at frends bloggie...fran bloggie like very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very long.. seem like cannot read finish like that..wonder who she like..Hmm..and today just realize i am so hopeless...jia yi and me pair up to do the cca project..in the end,she done the most work..and i am still sitting here writing my blog.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. i am so hopeless.. mum should not have give birth to me..it seems to me that when i came to this family,i gave alot of prob...she should have give birth to me..haizz...looks like in the b4 life i have done alot of wrong..and this life,i am going to pay for it...maybe..maybe not..maybe...maybe not..haizz..seems like i am the hopeless devil..nvm..i go nap le..maybe when i wake up,every thing will be just fine.. hope so.. bunnY~ Thursday, June 01, 2006
booreddd hello~so sian..blogged this at my sis com when i not suppose to..but haha...wad can she do?? :P lol~just read jia yi's blog..i think she really went crazy about the dynamo thing...laugh until stomach ache lao sia..hai..wanted to play maple..but..maybe don't play for a while..blog ba..oh ya..just lvl up to lvl 33..YAY!!!lol~haha..i also read god-sis bloggie...wonder is she okay...she sounded so sad and angry...-_-...i also wonder y her stuff was being confiscated(I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL LAR!!!MY EL GET C6 U NEO!!!!)...-_- haizz... although hoilday started, i felt so bored.. no one go out with me.. i also dunno can go out anot.... haizzz... sianED... today no one play maple with me.. i am so bored... it is driving me crazy.. wish one fairy come down and talk to me... but.. haizz.. no fairy exsited... no.. no fairy... bunny~the sad bunny..sobsob.. anyway,u neo that sob got one meaning?my frend tell me one.. s=son o=of b=b***h ya..u will get wad i mean... |
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